ok, im not suffering from some terminal disease which cause all the nausea and discomfort...
Im actually pregnant..3 mths in fact..Thats why i can officially announce to the whole world.Ha..though, most of my world knew abt it le...=) B and me are estactic over the pregnancy, but the discomfort and the nausea made me feel low and depressed. Thx B, for showing tremendous care and concern and always being there...
Anyway, this is how i knew i was preggy...It was supposed to be due on the 12th July..Nothing came.2 days later, saw some drops of blood and thought it was it. No baby this mth again..Monday..wanted to jog, to train for the Shape run..Rained...Tues also raining...Wed, i was lamenting to hc on how funny my period was this mth..few drops everyday(gal's talk!) and she was like -hey, you might be spotting-a sign of pregnancy!
I quickly went to see doc to cfm it..slight line on the kit but congrats, i am a mummy! The next day, my spotting got worse and Fiona advised me to quickly see a gynae. Rushed down to Thomson Medical to visit Dr Jocelyn Wong. She confirmed my pregnancy and say that there is bleeding in me. She could not determine whether its a cyst or that im having an ectopic pregnancy-which is the baby is act growing outside the womb. If it is, will need to go thru op to remove it. She took a blood test and asked me to go back on sat to take another blood test so that she can determine the cause of the bleeding.
Fear and depression hit me the next few days. Praying hard that i will get to keep the baby...Sat came and when it was time to take the results, i was shaking so hard...but Thank God, its just a cyst and hence the 4days mc, to rest, so that the bleeding will stop. God is so so good...everything is in His hands. Imagine if that particular mon and tues was not a raining day...and guess what, that wed that i went to cfm the pregnancy...it was shining brightly and in normal circumstances, i would have gone running...Im just amazed smth...Praise God!
Now into my 2nd Trimeister...Feeling relatively better..my vomit chart reads the last vomit was recorded on Wed...and i vomitted in public...AGAIN! haiz...hope it will stop...together with the tiredness..and the shoulder ache...and the bloatness...ok, not trying to scare u ( FIONA!) It really depends on individuals...some dun even have any symptoms at all! So gd...
Aniwae, my last visit to the gynae was last sat. XBB ( xiao bb) is now abt 6.5cm. Can see the head, 2 feet and 2 hands...It was sleeping in a perculiar position. The Dr used the scope to probe my tummy gently to ask xbb to wake up. It remain sleeping...she then asked mi to cough,which i did..and xbb woke up! Can see xbb stretching and wriggling...i tell u..that feeling then was just AMAZING!!!! xbb even open and close one of his hands..( ok, its not a boy. we duno the sex yet, but for convenience sake, i just assume its a guy)so cute..cant wait for the next visit..
On a sad note..Man utd lost to liverpool...with a pity own goal by brown ( thx huh..) i missed this match again, due to a family dinner..was so sad and agitated..think, xbb felt it too..xbb is so going to be a man utd fan next time...i will make sure of that...im gg buy him a Man utd jersey when he's 4 yrs old and hes gg look so damm cute...=)
pics of xbb in the next post...
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