Saturday, September 27, 2008

Pics of the F1 frm the 3rd level of One Raffles Link

Day Time
First BMW

Porche
As the nite falls




Apparently, they are too fast to snap!!




And who cant watch the F1........HAHAHA

F1 Fever

The F1 fever caught up with me in a tiny weeny bit way, just bcos my office have view of part of the track and i could actually see them racing! Muhahaha....but the most evil part was that those ppl seating opp us paid $1k to watch the event!!=p

Mini races started at 3pm and we rushed to the window once we heard screeching of tires. There were the BMW races, Aston Martin races and the porche races.i watched them go like 2 rounds and i was like....ok, back to wrk..Seriously, i dun see the fun and thrill of it all...Boss let us off wrk at 3pm cos it was rather noisy...everybody left, except me..cos im such a model worker....no la..cos i had a wedding to attend that evening, and it doesnt make sense for me to travel up and down with all the road blockage and all...and the prac race, where there were real F1 racers, was on at 7pm.

Let me tell you, the road blockage is really a pain! i was so happy yesterday, telling to my coll that i can come to wrk in peace and on time ( i reported to wrk at 9.30am since Tues...!) when she told me..no leh..they still need time to dismantle those lights etc..so abt wed then will be back to normal...thanks loh....haiz...

Aniwae, shall talk abt XBB...(mummy havent forgotten abt u!)now into my 14weeks of pregnancy.Stopped the vomitting..THANK GOD! Feeling more upbeat and less tired..Put on 1 kg so far..which is a start..and i cant wait for my next appt. Doc say that maybe can see the sex of the baby le..hee..then i can start shopping for clothes and start searching for names..Very stressful leh...the name part..its gona be a huge part of xbb life..so cant anihow anihow...=p

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Eating in during lunch again. In a sian mode the whole day..duno what to eat, lazy to walk far. Settled for beehoon downstairs, which i threw away halfway. too oily..and damm..im hungry again..=(

Supposed to wake up early so that i can reach office b4 9am ( the timing that the roads will close), but cant seem to drag myself outa bed. In the end, the roads were blocked and the taxi uncle need to make a detour to Nicoll Highway and there was a massive jam. in the end, i had to alight at suntec and walk over and the freaking fare was $17! =( Sobz...and this is gg to be an annual affair for the next 4 years?? I hate the F1....Troublesome and inconvenient...

Ok, now is my frustrated tots on the match last sunday. Before the match starts, i was thinking..ok, maybe a draw la...it usually boils down to a draw in big matches where teams tend to play defensive...But when the match started, i was so overwhelmed by Man Utd's performance. They were superb! With 65% possesion of the ball, they look set on to thrash Chelsea.=p 18th Min-the Korean boy was at the right place at the right time and shot in a goal for Man Utd. Was so elated!

But mid way through, Van der sar was sub out due to an injury. Die liao la...the reserve goalkeeper-which i dun bother remebering his name is LOUSY..memory of him getting a red card just minutes into the game is still etched firmly in my head. Shortly after he was in the game, man utd played super defensive and the rage that went thru them at the beginning was lost....*shakes head*

So, as the game progresses, Chelsea scored an equaliser via a corner kick and the clumsy oaf just stood rooted. His response time was so slow...aniwae, dun say le..was so disappointed with the match, and the number of yellow cards given to Man Utd that day-7! More than half of the players were booked. Some justifiable, some not.

Haiz..champions are always under huge pressure to maintain their position. With only a mere 5 points..they really have a lot of catching up to do! Nm, me and Xbb have faith in them and we will cheer them on in every match..=)

Friday, September 19, 2008

Apparently, i was bored at wrk today..=p

From: Chia, Esther Sent: 19 September 2008 16:33
To: 'Clarence CHAN Wai Meng'
Subject: RE: Email from XBB

nm papa...liverpool will win when im 80years old

From: Clarence CHAN Wai Meng Sent: 19 September 2008 16:31
To: Chia, Esther
Subject: RE: Email from XBB
=(

Best regards,

Clarence Chan
Call Centre, Cards Dept.



From: Chia, Esther Sent: Friday, 19 September, 2008 4:25 PM
To: Clarence CHAN Wai Meng
Subject: RE: Email from XBB

papa...i dun like that song....mama oso dun like..SO PLS DUN SING THAT ANYMORE.........


WE SUPPORT MAN UTD!!!

Xbb

From: Clarence CHAN Wai Meng Sent: 19 September 2008 16:23
To: Chia, Esther
Subject: RE: Email from XBB

Walk on! Walk on! You will never walk alone!!

Best regards,

Clarence Chan
Call Centre, Cards Dept.



From: Chia, Esther Sent: Friday, 19 September, 2008 4:19 PM
To: Clarence CHAN Wai Meng
Subject: Email from XBB

Papa, this Sunday we, as a family, are going to support Man Utd.. Though they are in poor form now, they must win Chelsea..so, we must cheer louder k...

Sunday, September 21, 2008 14:00 UK Chelsea v Man Utd Stamford Bridge

Ps: I forgive you for making mama cry and me sad sad..
Luv XBB

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

~I was sent by God to protect and care for you, so without my permission, you cant die ok?~

Cliched as it sounds, tears still well up in my eyes.....

Things i miss.....
My strength.My cheer.Wearing my bikini.clubbing.heels.exercise.Monthly manis and pedis.DRINKING COKE.My old clothes.My old self
6 more mths to go..i must tahan! Never thought i would say this, but i hope i can put on more weight...=( The food that i consume will go to Xbb 1st then to me..and since im not eating well..poor me, no nutrients at all..sigh...duno how. B says to eat durians to gain weight..but the smell totally turned me off now. Used to enjoy eating it. Appetite totally change..used to LOVE crab and prawn...now, turned off by them. So sad leh...haiz...duno y my pregnancy so jialat...
Its the 17th again..Happy anni Bb...waiting for u now to go bugis...Hope you wun be late...=p

Monday, September 15, 2008

The 1st 3 mths

The black spot is my water bag..and the white line is xbb-1.8mm (1st Visit)
Water bag has enlarged, so does xbb..like a peanut shape now-11.5mm ( 2nd visit)
Wierd looking bird like..20.6mm(3rd visit)
Hand! Can u see the fist and the elbow?(4th visit)
The whole body..with the head below..Told u xbb was sleeping in a wierd position.-66.5mm Legs!
Amazing huh...estimated due date is on 22nd Mar...was kinda hoping tat it will coincide with our 1 yr anni-30th Mar...=p

The Truth, the truth and nothing but the truth

ok, im not suffering from some terminal disease which cause all the nausea and discomfort...

Im actually pregnant..3 mths in fact..Thats why i can officially announce to the whole world.Ha..though, most of my world knew abt it le...=) B and me are estactic over the pregnancy, but the discomfort and the nausea made me feel low and depressed. Thx B, for showing tremendous care and concern and always being there...

Anyway, this is how i knew i was preggy...It was supposed to be due on the 12th July..Nothing came.2 days later, saw some drops of blood and thought it was it. No baby this mth again..Monday..wanted to jog, to train for the Shape run..Rained...Tues also raining...Wed, i was lamenting to hc on how funny my period was this mth..few drops everyday(gal's talk!) and she was like -hey, you might be spotting-a sign of pregnancy!

I quickly went to see doc to cfm it..slight line on the kit but congrats, i am a mummy! The next day, my spotting got worse and Fiona advised me to quickly see a gynae. Rushed down to Thomson Medical to visit Dr Jocelyn Wong. She confirmed my pregnancy and say that there is bleeding in me. She could not determine whether its a cyst or that im having an ectopic pregnancy-which is the baby is act growing outside the womb. If it is, will need to go thru op to remove it. She took a blood test and asked me to go back on sat to take another blood test so that she can determine the cause of the bleeding.

Fear and depression hit me the next few days. Praying hard that i will get to keep the baby...Sat came and when it was time to take the results, i was shaking so hard...but Thank God, its just a cyst and hence the 4days mc, to rest, so that the bleeding will stop. God is so so good...everything is in His hands. Imagine if that particular mon and tues was not a raining day...and guess what, that wed that i went to cfm the pregnancy...it was shining brightly and in normal circumstances, i would have gone running...Im just amazed smth...Praise God!

Now into my 2nd Trimeister...Feeling relatively better..my vomit chart reads the last vomit was recorded on Wed...and i vomitted in public...AGAIN! haiz...hope it will stop...together with the tiredness..and the shoulder ache...and the bloatness...ok, not trying to scare u ( FIONA!) It really depends on individuals...some dun even have any symptoms at all! So gd...

Aniwae, my last visit to the gynae was last sat. XBB ( xiao bb) is now abt 6.5cm. Can see the head, 2 feet and 2 hands...It was sleeping in a perculiar position. The Dr used the scope to probe my tummy gently to ask xbb to wake up. It remain sleeping...she then asked mi to cough,which i did..and xbb woke up! Can see xbb stretching and wriggling...i tell u..that feeling then was just AMAZING!!!! xbb even open and close one of his hands..( ok, its not a boy. we duno the sex yet, but for convenience sake, i just assume its a guy)so cute..cant wait for the next visit..

On a sad note..Man utd lost to liverpool...with a pity own goal by brown ( thx huh..) i missed this match again, due to a family dinner..was so sad and agitated..think, xbb felt it too..xbb is so going to be a man utd fan next time...i will make sure of that...im gg buy him a Man utd jersey when he's 4 yrs old and hes gg look so damm cute...=)

pics of xbb in the next post...

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Gloomy...

Eating in for lunch again. Just no mood to go out for lunch. Too crowded, stuffy and noisy..Cant eat much anyway, so will heat up leftover lunch later in the afternoon when my irrational stomach feels hungry again. Feel quite frustrated over my appetite lately..When i feel hungry, the hunger will fill my mind and it will not go away til i eat smth...but after a few bites, i will feel nauseous and thus i cant eat anymore...haiz...its an irritating cycle!

Was on mc yesterday again. Puked over the weekends again...and i tot it was feeling better already..haiz..

Zixiong called this morning...told me a piece of bad news-He just heard today that one of our pri sch fren-Huiyi, died of cancer in april this year. Was so shocked...so young..she didnt even has a chance to experience marriage, life etc...Life is so unpredictable. Til now, i still cant accept it. No doubt we lost contact after we left school..but we were pretty close in sch..still rem that her art is really gd and she was the best decorater of my autograph book. haiz...

~Why cant i get the black cloud that is hovering above me, away?~

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Been a long time since i blogged...nuttin much happened..life is such a bore for me now..



Met up with Carlin and Celine last evening at Sughi tei..Jorissa was supposed to meet up, but due to last minute matters, unable to do so. Nice catching up with them, on whats happening in their life etc..laughter never fails to be heard. Had a mini bdae celebration for Carlin too, cos her bdae next Tues..How time passes...i have not seen Celine since we grad! Thanks for the ang pao gal...you didnt have too.=) Quick upload pics on facebook ya...and meet up soon.=)