Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Remind me...

Nv to watch a Man Utd game with B...he was so noisy during the Man Utd Vs Totteham match last sat...Celebrating 2 of totteham goals in the 1st half, busy smsing his gd fren Mr Mah, discussing the match, cursing the refree in awarding the penalty to Man utd in the 1st half, grumbling when Man Utd scored 5 goals in the 2nd half. *grinz* and lastly and the most irritating is, whenever Man Utd got possesion of the ball, B will become 'possessed' lydat. He will shout-Zham ta! Zham ta! ( which is tackle him, tackle him) Haiz...imagine my agony. Cant even watch a match in peace...n nm...this is during the match...

Yesterday, after the match was reported in the papers...B 'lectured' on how the penalty wasnt supposed to be awarded to Man Utd from the journey from Tampines, all the way to......Sengkang *Hengz, cos abt 15mins nia* It was...the penalty changed the whole match la...Man utd shdnt have won la, nobody guard Rooney la di da di da...

So, i have decided that i shall ban him frm the room when i watch a Man Utd match. I shall enjoy the match with Little T instead, who havent decide who to support..but im sure he will follow his mummy.Hee...

Why Liverpool come to Singapore instead of Man Utd? *pouts*
B is most probably watching it with his 'bros' and he asked me...

B:July ThadThad will be how many mths huhh?
Me: Abt 4 loh...still cant sit yet. U go watch with them la, dun bring him go...
(in my mind-You think i will let my son watch a Reds match live? Xiu Xiang!!!!!!!!)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Exercise Mode

Ok, i have an agenda..an urgent one..that is, to lose most of my preg weight by end may. ( possible? haha...) cos looks like my bintan trip is more or less confirmed le..=) Hope i have the determination to start running this week..oh, i signed up for the shape run le. Im pretty sure i will make it this year. I dun have the circle with this run, i tell u...aniwae, this part later..saw the ad for the run last eve and this morn, quickly smsed fiona to see whether she wana run. She said ok and ta da...=)

ok, back to the run..its the 5th year that they are holding this run and im so happy that the color of the tee this year is reddish pink.*yea* Still rem the 1st year, it was too full and thus i didnt get to register. 2nd year cant find kaki..3rd year signed up but didnt go cos went taipei..and 4th year signed up but was preggy. Still rem how we broke the news to B family..

Me: I wun be able to run this weekend.
C's 1st sis: Are u preg?? ( SPOT ON!)

Me: I wun be able to run this weekend.
C's 2nd sis: Erm..why leh?
C: Guess Guess...
C's 2nd sis: Period? Sick?
Us: NONO
After much guesses..she finally guessed it....ha

ok, now is the funny part

Me: I wun be able to run this weekend
C's mum: zo meh? kuan or meh si ah? ( why leh? issit any business of mine?)

Haha..still rem her puzzled look when we told her and when we finally broke the news to her, she was all smiles..hee...

Dun think this year the same thing will repeat again. ( IT BETTER NOT!) =x

Major matches tonight! *exciting sat* =)

Friday, April 24, 2009

Forgot to blog abt C's and my outing to Tamp1 last Tues ( w/o T)..The place was freaking cold and we were both unwell after the trip.Ate at Manpuku...Its smth like Shokudo, except the place is nicer, smaller and the variety not as much...after eating, we shopped ard and i discovered that there is a disney store there! Went in...was quite disappointed at the stuff they sold, but at least better than nuttin. B hovered ard me for a while, saying that he must keep an eye over me orelse i will anyhow buy.-_-

But i kind of went on a shopping spree in a short span of time. Bought a beach dress for my upcoming trip (but it might not materalize..haiz..), a clutch frm warehouse, a clock, mirror and 2 files from the disney shop...*grinz*

B did not buy much cos he like in a sian sian mode...he only bought his minature wine bottle..which he realised, was empty! Need to go back to the shop again...

Little T was quite 'wierd' few days back..He was extremely sleepy and practically slept the whole day! Nv even waking up for milk. Got so worried that i called up Thomson at 3am in the morning to ask abt it, cos i read a book which states that i shd see a doc if baby have unusual sleepiness. Aniwae, she said it was ok and when baby gets older, they will tend to sleep thru the night. But the transition is too sudden! Aniwae, i woke Little T up for milk at 4am, cos he went w/o milk for close to 6hrs???Thank God, he was more awake the next day, not his sleepy sleepy mode...and i tink he's really learning to sleep thru the night! He slept ard 12am the night b4 and woke up only at 5am for milk...*Halleluja!!!!*

Thats the problem with me...

Worried when he kept crying at night....Worried if he kept too quiet at night...Practically kept worrying la....*sobz*

Oh, did i mention that i have been 'force-feeding' T with pacifier? I was reassured that pacifiers nowadays are so advanced that they do not interfere with the growth of their teeth. Initially, he does not want it, but slowly, he takes a liking to it and hence, did not cry as much.*grinz widely* The only irritating part is that he will wail if the pacifier dropped out and u have to walk over to put it in...and mind u, this can happen quite frequently...B say to stick masking tape over his mouth.HA....


Conversations these days have been peppered with-How's T, how busy u are at wrk, yr wrk, yr wrk and yr wrk....Seldom abt my feelings and my thoughts....Haiz..

*Feels Neglected*

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Issit true that we always want the unattainable..and when we get a chance to get it, we will ponder whether its worth it??

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Little T was a terror yest.....at Toa Payoh Central!! B and i had to run some errands yest and decided to bring him along. i kept telling B that Little T likes to go out as he can see new stuff and he will not cry etc. ( from past experiences) but duno why yest when we were in the bank ( our 1st stop) he screamed his head off..and at kiddy palace and at the cafe...haiz...was so fed up that i aborted my plans of getting a pedi and decided to head home...that is why some mothers become huang lian po le...=(

But the gd thing is, he slept v v soundly at nite. Must be too tired out frm crying in the day. Ha...

Today marks the end of B's leave and he will head back to wrk tml. Duno whether he will feel happier gg back to wrk or not, cos he kept saying that taking care of Little T is tiring as he requires a lot of attention. ( ah ber den!!!!!!!) but i appreciate his help, the taking over of the C shift.hee...cant wait for the weekend again where B is taking additional 2 days leave.=p

Monday, April 20, 2009

Little T's child dedication yest went well...it was a short service and there were quite a number of screaming and running kids...which kinda scare me off...what if Little T is like this next time? Will i still have the energy to chase after them? Will i have the patience to tolerate, not to scream back at them?Hai...He was quite well behaved yest ( maybe i shd bring him out more? He's always like an angel outside, givin ppl the impression that he's very nice..but back a home..haiz..*shakes head*) and after the svs we headed to the coffeeshop opp to have dinner. His 2nd godma was so kind to accompany us, to help carry and feed him while we had dinner.Hee..we nv ask her k..she voluntered as she wants to carry him. =)

When we returned home, he took off his wings and halo and decided to test our patience again..Screamed when he was being put down on the bed, screamed when we carry him while seating down..u see, he wants us to carry him and walk around, so he can see here see there...this carried on from 9+ til 1+am when he finally decided that its too tiring to cry.

I missed most of the 1st half bcos of this, cos B was showering and i have no choice but to carry him for the 'hse tour' . But im glad i missed the match...it was a lousy lousy LOUSY match...the most boring match i have watched recently. But the most frustrating part is the starting line up. i DO NOT UNDERSTAND why SAF (Sir Alex Ferguson) chose all the young and inexperienced players for such a crucial game. I can only think of a few..

1) He wants to rest the seniors for the mid week EPL match...but does he have to rest SO many of them?

2) He hope to have another replay of the Carling Cup. ( but mind u..that match have abt 25% of seniors, unlike this one where seniors constitute of 10%?)

3) He see Everton no up- Which is quite true.. Everton played one of their worst game yest. Players were out of form, passings were off etc...and if SAR shd have put his normal 1st 11 down yest, Everton will be finished in the 1st half...and they no need to waste time on extra time la, penalty la...by the time he subs some of the seniors in the latter half..it was too late le..

4) SAR's FA cup trophy shelf is full and will have a headache if they won this year FA cup.=p

I hate to see young players play in such a big match like this..they always seemed reckless, trying to prove their worth and thus the lousy passing and the lack of communication. The only player worth mentioning is Federico Macheda. If he continued to play like this, he will have a long way at Man Utd. But sad to say, he was being partnered with Welbeck yest, whom i was cursing and swearing at...his performance yest was so so lousy that i cldnt believe my eyes when it was Macheda instead of him who was subbed out. Again...another mystery of SAR.

As i watched in despair as my beloved team got kicked out of the FA cup due to penalty shoot out, Little T began to slowly close his eyes and wander into lala land...i looked at him in slight disgust....cos i realised that he was dressed up in blue-Everton color....!!!! his papa and mama will faint if he ever become a Everton Fan!haiz...it was really a disappointing day yest...

Sunday, April 19, 2009

I feel so stressed...



I feel so tired...physically and mentally...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Little T first day out

Brought Little T to compasspoint today to run some errands, have lunch and get some stuff...It was quite fun but loading and unloading his pram into the car is quite tiring! and of cos, mum came with me...Quite surprisingly, Litle T was on his best behaviour, looking here and there...and even taking a short nap while we were having lunch...but he did wail and scream for a while in Kiddy Palace. Hez...But i think he oso enjoyed his 1st official outing...More to come! =)

PS: Forgot to add Little T's Child dedication service this sunday in his schedule book.=p

PPS: *clapclap* to Chelsea for a job well done. Cldnt believe my eyes when i saw the FT score on my hp( too tired to walk outside to on the TV). at the 38th min, Chelsea was already trailing 2-0 and i was thinking, not another inter milan ( or was it ac milan??) match...but in the end, Liverpool got kicked out of the champ league due to aggregate score. But kudos to them to actually really scoring 4 goals at Stamford Bridge!

PPPS: Im excited over Man Utd match over Porto early tml morn! Hope they wun lose to aggregate score...I really hate the away goal ruling...I think it totally sux!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Photos frm his 1st mth..but more in FB..











Its finally over!!

After weeks of planning little t's 1st mth-the guest list, the venue, timing etc, its finally over!! Though tiring, i get to meet my different grp of frens to catch up..=) Little T was oso v tired..after being passed here and there. Ha...at nite, he will usually scream for milk 3-4 hrs after his last feed, but last nite, he screamed for milk 5 hrs after his last feed, givin his mummy more time to sleep. *grinz* but he was very funny...act i heard him cry earlier on..but when i looked at him, he was crying but with his eyes closed! i guess he must be thinking...

im hungry, but im oso v sleepy...what shd i do? what shd i do? *yawnz*

And he decided to go back to sleep. *Phew* Thanks to all who came and also for your gifts..=)

Now Little T and me have official permission to leave the hse..and already, we have plans lined up...
- B's cousin hse warming upcoming sat
-going to the bank to open his 1st savings account ( thx ah gong for the $$..=) )
-BBQ at cousin hse on 1st may

Maybe i shd buy a diary for him soon and u guys can schedule outings with him! haha...

Many ppl asked me questions like how's motherhood, how we came up with his name etc..so im gona summarise everything into one paragraph...here goes...

Motherhood is tiring!! Since i have given birth, i have yet to have one night of uninterrupted sleep..and i became a FT worrier...worry this worry that. Though i know all is in God's hands, i cant help it and thus i often kana scolding frm BB..=( But being a mother really changed my thinking over a lot of things. Now, its abt him, him and him...Lately, his stool is quite hard and some commented that it might be bcos i did not eat veg at all when im preg with him. This made me quite guilty and everytime when i see him gek the shit out in pain, my heart really aches..so, get ready for this...

If i ever get preggy again...i will...erhem...eat veg...haha...

Aniwae, everything is worth it..no matter how tired i am,no matter how difficult my pregnancy was, no matter how pain givin birth was, no matter how tramautising the whole labour was...Seeing Little T growing day by day and spending quality time with him is priceless..=)

oh, and why did we name him Thaddaeus? Hmm..B wanted our children name to start with T, as it represents the cross, so we shortlisted from there..Thaddaeus is actually one of Jesus's 12 disciples..but the meaning differs frm diff webby. Some states that it means gift from God, some say it means praise...but whatever it is, pls rem that his name has an A behind the D...a lot of ppl spelled it as Thaddeus...=x

PS: Little T havent poop since the day before! *stressed* his ah ma says that he's too busy celebrating his 1st mth that he forgot..haha..

Thursday, April 9, 2009

This is what i face everyday!

Little T, throwing a tantrum...demanding to be carried!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Kept having funny and wierd dreams of late...dreaming about people who i havent contacted/met in a long long time...people who left deep footprints in my life before...haiz..its quite sad...esp today, when i woke up with a heavy heart, after remembering what i dreamt abt...

Little T is quite difficult to manage of late...he kept wanting to be carried and wants to sleep in our arms instead of his bed...and now i realised that he loves to sleep at places other than his bed...so, i have placed him on my sofa now and he is sleeping soundly away...=p

So busy planning his 1st mth celebration happening this weekend. We are gg to have 2 sessions, sat (at JT home) and sun (at sk home). I can imagine the tiredness after the 2 days. Can only hope that Little T will be on his best behaviour. Sigh...

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Halo...my name is Thaddaeus..
You can call me Thadthad for short...

Hmm..who is this person who is carrying me...
Oh, yuan lai is papa...nice orange tee...=)

What??? I look like him???
I dare you to say that again!!! * tiao tiao you with my cute eyes*
Nooooooo...im much more handsomer...!!!!











Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Just watched 10 promises to My Dog on DVD..kinda sad show, but the dog is so cute..

oh, btw, Little T caught snippets of it too..shh..dun tell papa..

Aniwae, the show is shot in Hakodate! One of my fav place in Japan...which reminds me, one year ago on this very day, i was on my way to Japan for our honeymoon, which i dubbed-A trip of a lifetime...Really enjoyed my 2 weeks travelling around Tokyo, Osaka and Hokkaido...haiz..was so inspired that i decided to post my honeymoon pics on FB ( which i havent done so...) and also my taipei photos..and also my other trips photos, which i shall dig up..

Ooh...i miss Japan!!!!!!!!