MIA for quite a while le..just dun have the energy to blog. Furthermore, i feel more and more sick with the coming of days. When will it stop? Haiz...Everyday i feel like i just sat on the viking...Cin, you shd know how i feel...u laughed at my expression whenever the toipc comes up.=p Everything that goes down, came up again. The only gd news-lost of weight....but do i really wan that now? NO......thanks B, for being so sweet. I cldnt ask for more...love u...*hugz*
Thanks for my frens that have sent me comforting smses and emails as well...I will try my best to pull thru...=)
Sometimes, i feel that im just on the brink of no return. I get scared, i get disillusional...i hate that feeling really hate it....The comforting news is that i know its still there...what an irony..
Aniwae, below are some pictures that i took when B took me to the birdpark (Finally!) last sat...can see my new hair cut too..hee...we got a one for one voucher, but the taxi fare to and fro was v chor! Aniwae, had a great time though it left me ultimate shagged at the end of the day.
Enjoy the pics!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Feelings
Feel so sleepy these days..sigh...got a surprise when Ms Seah called my office today..i was wondering who is this gal whose 1st sentence was busy ah...tsk...aniwae, thanks for the updates..Meet up soon!
Feel so bored lately..B's been clocking late nights at the office again..i hate it when i have to come home early at times...though, ya, i can rest..but i wish B wun be so hectic at wrk. *pout*
Feel like travelling...Fiona and Gav gg Bkk this oct...Jo gg korea after her Taiwan AIC trip..know of a certain someone who just came back frm Phuket...haiz...when is my turn sia...? But also have to ask doc to have clearance to go overseas. Sentosa oso can la...i just want to go somewhere to relax, soak up the sun and just dun care abt anything else...but..its hard...*pout* *pout*
Feel so hungry now. Dinner not done...haiz..maybe when i told them yest that i have no appetite and that i will wait for B to eat tog, they thought that everyday will be lydat oso? Haiz...im famished!! i crave KFC cheese fries and chicken and yakult...=p
Oh, this one must mention...B made ai xin breakfast for me this morn. Though he was running late, he even took the bread and give to me personally rather than leaving at the table.HA...so touched...it taste so gd...HA..and no vomitting this morn...=)
Feel so bored lately..B's been clocking late nights at the office again..i hate it when i have to come home early at times...though, ya, i can rest..but i wish B wun be so hectic at wrk. *pout*
Feel like travelling...Fiona and Gav gg Bkk this oct...Jo gg korea after her Taiwan AIC trip..know of a certain someone who just came back frm Phuket...haiz...when is my turn sia...? But also have to ask doc to have clearance to go overseas. Sentosa oso can la...i just want to go somewhere to relax, soak up the sun and just dun care abt anything else...but..its hard...*pout* *pout*
Feel so hungry now. Dinner not done...haiz..maybe when i told them yest that i have no appetite and that i will wait for B to eat tog, they thought that everyday will be lydat oso? Haiz...im famished!! i crave KFC cheese fries and chicken and yakult...=p
Oh, this one must mention...B made ai xin breakfast for me this morn. Though he was running late, he even took the bread and give to me personally rather than leaving at the table.HA...so touched...it taste so gd...HA..and no vomitting this morn...=)
Monday, July 28, 2008
Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me within Your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father, You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust
This song is my Fav. Though a bit out-dated, it still touches my heart deeply like how when i first heard it. Esp the sentence-I will be still and know You are God. Sometimes when we are so caught up with the troubles of the world, we tend to forget that the world is in His hands and that He is God of all. Tears welled up in my eyes last sunday when we sang this song in service as i rem and thank God of what he done these past weeks, of how He protected me and my new family from harm and how His timing is so so perfect...
The bleeding has stopped. Thank God again! But feeling quiet nausea these few days. Vomitted my coco pops out this morn. Yucks...(Timo, i cant believe you duno what is coco pops!!!!)
Aniwae, went for the Brazil Vs Sing match last eve...Grandstand! Woohoo....courtesy of CS! haha...brought B there too and we got the best seats in the hse!!Front row, just in front of the middle line of the field. If not for my night blindness, maybe i can see how far out Ronaldino teeth are or how many bundles of hair anderson have..haha...It was not really an exciting match, i would say. Only 3 goals scored by the brazilians of cos..I feel the Sing team is still not on par la...way behind loh...they seem scared when they take possession of the ball...like dun dare to shoot lydat;many gd chances are missed with wrong crosses and not running fast enuff! They oso take their own sweet time to clear the ball and to chiong for the goal...Really relax one corner loh!Shouts of :Eh, scared ah...Refree Kayu...THis is not S-League could be heard from the spectators..haha...
The samba boys crosses were nice and entertaining..but i do not feel the oophm in them. They really treat this as a friendly, despite telling the press that they will not let Sing have any chances. The Man Utd Vs sing match that i watched few years back were much much entertaining! one goal in every 15mins! haha...Just glad that i nv spend $ to buy tix for this match. Dun find it cheap at all! My only regret is that i didnt bring my cammy!!!Argh!!
Oh, and i almost caught the ball! If it bounced higher enuff, i could have caught it and sell on ebay? HAHA...it was so so close...=p
Under Your wings
Cover me within Your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father, You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust
This song is my Fav. Though a bit out-dated, it still touches my heart deeply like how when i first heard it. Esp the sentence-I will be still and know You are God. Sometimes when we are so caught up with the troubles of the world, we tend to forget that the world is in His hands and that He is God of all. Tears welled up in my eyes last sunday when we sang this song in service as i rem and thank God of what he done these past weeks, of how He protected me and my new family from harm and how His timing is so so perfect...
The bleeding has stopped. Thank God again! But feeling quiet nausea these few days. Vomitted my coco pops out this morn. Yucks...(Timo, i cant believe you duno what is coco pops!!!!)
Aniwae, went for the Brazil Vs Sing match last eve...Grandstand! Woohoo....courtesy of CS! haha...brought B there too and we got the best seats in the hse!!Front row, just in front of the middle line of the field. If not for my night blindness, maybe i can see how far out Ronaldino teeth are or how many bundles of hair anderson have..haha...It was not really an exciting match, i would say. Only 3 goals scored by the brazilians of cos..I feel the Sing team is still not on par la...way behind loh...they seem scared when they take possession of the ball...like dun dare to shoot lydat;many gd chances are missed with wrong crosses and not running fast enuff! They oso take their own sweet time to clear the ball and to chiong for the goal...Really relax one corner loh!Shouts of :Eh, scared ah...Refree Kayu...THis is not S-League could be heard from the spectators..haha...
The samba boys crosses were nice and entertaining..but i do not feel the oophm in them. They really treat this as a friendly, despite telling the press that they will not let Sing have any chances. The Man Utd Vs sing match that i watched few years back were much much entertaining! one goal in every 15mins! haha...Just glad that i nv spend $ to buy tix for this match. Dun find it cheap at all! My only regret is that i didnt bring my cammy!!!Argh!!
Oh, and i almost caught the ball! If it bounced higher enuff, i could have caught it and sell on ebay? HAHA...it was so so close...=p
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Went back sengkang to stay for the night, since mummy was off yest. But alone at home now..still contemplating whether to go tuition this evening or not, cos down with sudden bout of flu.*sniff* last nite was so cold! didnt even on the aircon or the fan and i had 2 blankets...but was still sneezing all the way. Brr....but what a nice weather to sleep in. Slept til 11+ Muhahaha....
Didnt wrk today cos realised that daddy's lappy is windows vista, but the guide i downloaded for access to CS webby is windows XP..so..bo bian..hee..
Finally, tml back to wrk. Have been slacking, or according to HC, rotting at home for the past few days.Cant really go out and cant do heavy wrk etc..thus i have read the whole mth worth of mag..Female, cleo, her world..( Im a mag whore!) and now starting on a novel that i just got. Cant wait for the doc to give me a clean slat of bill this sat. Im raring to hit the streets!
*Ding Dong*
Oops, thats my Mac lunch. Got permission for that! =p Yumz....
Didnt wrk today cos realised that daddy's lappy is windows vista, but the guide i downloaded for access to CS webby is windows XP..so..bo bian..hee..
Finally, tml back to wrk. Have been slacking, or according to HC, rotting at home for the past few days.Cant really go out and cant do heavy wrk etc..thus i have read the whole mth worth of mag..Female, cleo, her world..( Im a mag whore!) and now starting on a novel that i just got. Cant wait for the doc to give me a clean slat of bill this sat. Im raring to hit the streets!
*Ding Dong*
Oops, thats my Mac lunch. Got permission for that! =p Yumz....
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
What have i been doing
Survived Day 1 of boredness...
0900: Wake up and wash up
0915: On lappy and log in CS webby to check emails and revert
1000: Almost done..so many..sobz
1030: Yawnz..slow day today..with the gd weather, feel like sleeping
1045: No urgent emails as yet..logged in FB to play bowling..*Addicted*
1100: Still cant beat high score..Argh...email came in. Free movie to the Mummy by our travel agent! Yippee!
1105: Jo called mi to ask me whether i read the free movie email. Yupz..accepted her. She puts down the phone in disgust.=p
1200: Lunch time
Took a short nap after lunch and logged in again.
Connection was quite bad and kept kana dc..thus at 1645, i gave up and told Jo to call me if anything's urgent. Went for another short nap.
1900: Watch 7pm show
2000: Ate dinner and wait for B to come home
2100: Watch the 9pm show
Nv do much after that le...haiz...and now im repeating the same stuff over and over again. I cant wait to get back to wrk. Fiona say im really 'sick' le...HAH..life is always lydat. Y does the grass greener on the other side? Or we are just not contend with the situation we are in?
After knocking down several pins, i have realised some life lessons that we can learn:
-Dun despair if you had a crooked throw, it might spin to the middle ultimately;Likewise in life, dun give up if the start is not beautiful. What matters is the end.
-Bowling is about focus and self-determination;In life, we have to stay focus and tell ourselves that we can do it, in order to achieve our goals
-Nv give up if you have a shitty 1st window, the strikes after that will make up for it; As what my ex boss Raymond always says---Its not how fast the horse can run, its how far it can run
-It might not always wrk if force is being used-the pins at the far ends might not even be touches, leaving a goal post.;Like wise, violence does not solve everything, it just leaves a hole in somebody's lifes
-Aiming for the middle might not give u a strike;like wise, in life, there might be more than 1 way to achieve yr goals. Be brave and explore all alternatives.
There you go..playing comp games might not be as harmful as you think!
On a side note..Brazil is coming to play the-going-to-be-thrashed-sing-team!! i wana go!! its not everytime brazil plays here..though its only under 21 team, there are still big names that will appear. i already plan to smuggle bottles into the stadium to throw at ronaldino if i get the chance. HAHA...just j/k..Hope Anderson able to make it here! B, sponsor mi!!=p
i dun care if ronaldo quits Man Utd. the best is he leaves and Real dun wan him animore. the spoiled, unloyal and sulky boy! GROW UP!!!!
0900: Wake up and wash up
0915: On lappy and log in CS webby to check emails and revert
1000: Almost done..so many..sobz
1030: Yawnz..slow day today..with the gd weather, feel like sleeping
1045: No urgent emails as yet..logged in FB to play bowling..*Addicted*
1100: Still cant beat high score..Argh...email came in. Free movie to the Mummy by our travel agent! Yippee!
1105: Jo called mi to ask me whether i read the free movie email. Yupz..accepted her. She puts down the phone in disgust.=p
1200: Lunch time
Took a short nap after lunch and logged in again.
Connection was quite bad and kept kana dc..thus at 1645, i gave up and told Jo to call me if anything's urgent. Went for another short nap.
1900: Watch 7pm show
2000: Ate dinner and wait for B to come home
2100: Watch the 9pm show
Nv do much after that le...haiz...and now im repeating the same stuff over and over again. I cant wait to get back to wrk. Fiona say im really 'sick' le...HAH..life is always lydat. Y does the grass greener on the other side? Or we are just not contend with the situation we are in?
After knocking down several pins, i have realised some life lessons that we can learn:
-Dun despair if you had a crooked throw, it might spin to the middle ultimately;Likewise in life, dun give up if the start is not beautiful. What matters is the end.
-Bowling is about focus and self-determination;In life, we have to stay focus and tell ourselves that we can do it, in order to achieve our goals
-Nv give up if you have a shitty 1st window, the strikes after that will make up for it; As what my ex boss Raymond always says---Its not how fast the horse can run, its how far it can run
-It might not always wrk if force is being used-the pins at the far ends might not even be touches, leaving a goal post.;Like wise, violence does not solve everything, it just leaves a hole in somebody's lifes
-Aiming for the middle might not give u a strike;like wise, in life, there might be more than 1 way to achieve yr goals. Be brave and explore all alternatives.
There you go..playing comp games might not be as harmful as you think!
On a side note..Brazil is coming to play the-going-to-be-thrashed-sing-team!! i wana go!! its not everytime brazil plays here..though its only under 21 team, there are still big names that will appear. i already plan to smuggle bottles into the stadium to throw at ronaldino if i get the chance. HAHA...just j/k..Hope Anderson able to make it here! B, sponsor mi!!=p
i dun care if ronaldo quits Man Utd. the best is he leaves and Real dun wan him animore. the spoiled, unloyal and sulky boy! GROW UP!!!!
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