This post is so outdated....but with the increased workload and looking after thad, i barely have time or energy left to blog...Besides, Thad will always get very excited when i on the laptop..same thing happens when he sees balloons, cats, birds, cars and the list just goes on...=)

Last week, my phone suddenly rang while i was driving to work in the morning.

'Drats', i thought to myself...either my colleague is not turning up for work/late ; driver calling to tell me somebody is late for meetings or someone from the office calling me to ask stuff...Anyway, a phone call in the morning ALWAYS bring bad news...But not this time..

As i see the name 'Dear' flashes across the screen, i smiled to myself. Cant seem to fish out my earpiece from the compartment *oops*, i quickly ans and told him that i will call him back.

This Dear is not Bb, nor he is any secret lover.....He's my puppy love whom grown to be my bestest bestest guy fren. Known him since pri sch...lost contact when we graduated and re-connected at sec 4 when he invited me to visit my pri sch. Thru out the 10 years or so, we consulted each other on respective relationships, go chiong tgt, study tgt, talk on the phone for hrs at nite etc....

He was basically my BFF! He was there when the Taiwan guy broke my heart, accompanying me on many KTV sessions where we just sing our hearts out and he and his frens will entertainment me with their silly jokes. He was there when my relationship with E started....asking me not to be with him. Haha....And he was there when the relationship ended...stopping whatever he was doin and travelling all the way to meet me.

However, we sort of drifted apart when i was tgt with bb and later when i got married and have Thad, we totally lost contact. Maybe the occasion calls/sms once every year on our bdaes? It saddens me when i think of it though, cos of the closeness we shared. But if you were to ask me if we two will be back tgt again, i will say No immediately. We will drive each other crazy...haha..cos

1) He's a super thrifty person and im such a spendthrift

2) He hates me wearing heels cos of his height ( abit taller than me) but i simply cant live without my heels...

3) We are both childish ppl in nature...
Once when i was wrking PT at Paragon customer svs, he called up and ask me how to go to japan. ( i didnt know who he was obviously) . After a few mins of asking him again, i then realise it was him! SO childish!! haha....

=)

Anyway, back to his call. I called him back excitedly after parking my car to ask him whatsapp, though i somehow know what is it. He was calling to confirm my attendance for his wedding. My 1st reaction was...Ah...so you are finally breaking up with me ah? ANd his reply was...you broke up with me 1st...=) and ya, thats how childish we are, but i enjoy every conversation we had...But im oso kinda sad...not bcos i dun wan him get married and stuff, but know that the drift between us might widen...i mean, i dun even know his wifey to be! and i KNOW all his past gals....

So anyway, i wish him all the best with his new chapter in life and hopefully one day, we are able to resume our usual conversations. And Yup...im gg to his wedding, with hubby and son in tow. =)

Christmas came and went..enjoyed the numerous gatherings with friends and families...i tink i wun ever want to spend Christmas overseas...unless its with family..=) can see that Thad enjoys himself oso, though he's exhausted from gg out every weekend...*oops*

It was a nice break for us when we went to MBS for a 2D1N staycation, celebrating our 5 year of getting tgt...It was tiring in the sense as we brought both families to tour the skypark for free and also looking after thad..but thumbs up for the place and their service...will def be back when i have more money! haha....

That said, my 2011 resolutions are simple this time round...just 2...yup...
1) to Save money...for the new house and hopefully for another child
2) to be in good health. I tink i need major changes in my lifestyle so that i can nurse myself back to health....so....bye Ronald, bye Cola.....i will miss you guys!

Wishing one and all a Merry Christmas and have a lovely 2011!

~Thanks B for the wonderful Splurges on me....~

Its Dec...

Many will agree how fast this year has past....As we prepare to embrace the new year in a few weeks back, just take a moment to reflect on whether you have fulfill your new year resolutions? And you can start to think of new resolutions for the new one.=)

As some of you know, this year was not that eventful for me...sigh..but of cos, we must still count our blessings as God allowed things to happen for a reason. Hope that the new year will bring much joy and blessings in my life and hope that God will continue to teach me to become a better servant for Him.

Looking forward to the numerous Christmas dinners and celebrations with friends and family. How i love Christmas....always give the warm fuzzy feeling that is always undescribedeble. And with the irratic wet weather, sometimes when i close my eyes, i can imagine snow fallin beside me...Hee...

One highlight of Christmas is the shopping for presents! With 3 weeks more to go, i better buck up and finish my gift list. Hee...Its Thad's 2nd Christmas and boy, this year, he have a lot of activities lined up for him in dec, starting with an excursion to Science centre tml, CS christmas party next week, babydisco at zouk ( cant wait! ) Will update more of his numerous shingdings!

And before i forget.....CLARENCE CHAN.....help put up the tree! its too heavy for me to set up alone!!!! *Grinz*

Have a lovely time prepping for Christmas peeps! =)

The Wonders of Motherhood

A catch up with Kuan yesterday at Darilyn's 1st mth inspired my post today....

He was asking me how was motherhood so far and i told him in one word - GREAT!
Yup, so far, the pros have outweigh the cons in SO many ways....i told him i dun mind not clubbing, not gg to the beach etc as all these are not that impt anymore...=)

Thus, i have complied 10 points to show how motherhood changed me, the benefits of being a mum and how much i have been loving this journey so far....

1) Its more him than me....A kid will wash away any self-centeredness you have inside you. You will just become this selfless person who will do anything for the well-being of your baby.

2) Patience is a virtue...and you will have it when you are a mum...

3) You will just become this ridiculous person who gladly spend any amount (within your limit) if it benefits your baby - yup...$50/lesson to stimulate Thad's brain; $20 feeding bowls to teach him how to self-feed...

4) As mention above, all the things which you used to do before will seem not as important as your child - going on holidays/sun tanning on the beach etc...

5) you will appreciate your mum much much more. You will come to understand the reasons why she forbid you to do stuff last time.

6) Nothing beats your child's smile/hug/kiss after an end of a Loooooong day at work. Its priceless...

7) The joy of seeing your child reach their individual milestone - taking their first step; speaking their first word...Priceless again...

8) You become more organised in your life - Baby eats every four hours. Diaper bag must include XXX, YYY and ZZZ....nuthin less....

9) You relive your childhood all over again! Gg to the zoo, watching disney shows, hearing to nursery rhymes....ok, i know for some ppl, they dislike all this....B always tell me that he feels that i enjoy watching the shows more than thad! =p

10) This reason is cater more towards me...another reason to shop! I trawl Kiddy palace and other baby shops more to find cute stuff for thad, other than practical stuff that he needs. =)

So there you go...10 points on why i like being a mum so much....of course, there are so so much more...If God is willing, i would like to be a mum once more...=)

Disclaimer:
-Nope, i didnt take any money from the govt or MCYS
- Mums to be must also be prepared in the tiring part - nite feeds, changing baby's diapers etc...but hey, all these are nothing as compared to the joy you find in them..

And Jan, this post is also dedicated to you...! A Europe baby? hee...

And KC, dun forget abt me when in europe ya...my shoe size is 7.( Jan can show you which brand and colour) thank you very much....*winkz*

Its definitely not a gd feelin when u go back to wrk on a Monday after a looong weekend..To make things worse, B is on duty this week, which means he needs to be at wrk at 8am...and i need to feed/dress/fetch Thad to sch all by myself...=/ But thank God this week is another looong weekend..hee...

How time flies, its gg to be year end soon when we bade 2010 gdbye..Looking forward to Christmas, my ever favourite season of the year. =)

So happy that my bdae fell on a Thurs this year..i practically celebrated it for 4 days ( self-declared bdae celebration) and which bb and thad must abide. Ha...it was eating and shopping these 4 days! ha..but i guess the shopping part is more for our new hse. Yup! We have bought our new lovenest at sk, just opp my mum's flat and we will move in approx mar/apr next year.

God really blessed us with this flat...We started looking for flats for abt a mth but many did not fit into our criteria. We finally found one, offered the price and was accepted by the owner. However, at the very last minute, they changed their mind. B and me were very disappointed! We dun understand why and i kept hounding the agent after that to ask whether the owner is still interested. Ha...but meanwhile, our agent brought us to see other flats. She brought us to see one which is opp my mum's. Layout is EXACTLY the same as my parents. THus it was like gg back to my old hse. However before we cld offer, we were outbeaten by another couple. Darn....2nd disappointment in hse hunting!

Anyway to cut the long story short, bcos of the new ruling by HDB, the new owners forfeited the flat and our agent quickly called us to tell us of the gd news and we then quickly rushed down with our chq book and this is how we became the proud owners of the flat. =) Many plus points for us in buying that unit ( though price is a tad high)...near my parents, near wet market and compasspoint, within 1km of most schs in sk and lastly its near the 2 expressways. Thank God for his intervening....When we simply cant understand why the 1st unit owner changed their mind, now we are glad they did..=) God is really good!

So now, we are busy looking for suitable IDs so that we can start our reno when we collect our keys...AND also busy buying hse stuff...haha...i called my mum to ask her whether i can put some of the new stuff we bought at her place and she agreed. Hee..cos it has been piling up in my living room..=/ THough its fun buying hse stuff, but yet again, im so not used to spending and spending every week! LOL...BUt at least its for a valid reason yea...=p

Thank You

To all the bdae wishes that was sent thru and of course all the pressies received...

My hatch day went well...woke up early for no apparent reason. Maybe its due to my bio clock. ( so irritating right?!) Tried calling the 2 Chans up but to no avail. Laid there til 9am which is our agreed waking up time...to get ready for US! Which is Universal Studio by the way...not USA! which my bro really tot i was gg when i sms him...-_- B said that he didnt know US stands for Universal Studio too...i told him that i understand why he dun get it cos he's so much older...but my bro is only 2 yrs older than me...-_-

Prayed hard for gd weather and boy, i REALLY got it. It was SO SO SO freaking hot today! I tink thad is darker although i religiously sprayed sun block lotion on him! *oops* Really had fun at US. Surprisingly its really that nice...Initially i tot that the US in SIng wun be that great cos its so small and since i visited the Jap one, it shd be much much worse..but many of my friends/colleagues came back with raving review with US that i was so raring to go...ha...aniwae, though its small, the place is done up nicely and the feel is very gd! =) We enjoyed it so much that we converted ours to the annual pass! hee...

B was so kind not to restrict my expenditure that day...even to the extend of encouraging me..haha..i guess bdae gal have her perks! Thanks B, for sponosring my US spree today...=p BUT, i didnt get much stuff la..haha...Dinner plans at HRC hotel was shelved due to the fact that we were so full and that we were so tired out from the heat..B even thanked me for helping him save money...ha

Aniwae, am posting the pics in fb soon...Enjoy..=)

2months+ had just passed since i last blogged..Been super busy with work and of cos changes in my life..

Thad had turned 18mths couple of weeks ago and we decided to switch him to the childcare centre nearer my place so that i can move back and hence have more pairs of hands to help look after Thad. The move was not easy as it seems as Thad was already used to his infantcare. He cried buckets again in his new school, but this time B was there to hold me up emotionally. My parents were also very sad about thad's move cos this means that they wun be able to see him on a daily basis as what they have been doin so since his birth. I had to hold back my tears when my father bade Thad gdbye..and im sure he feels the same way too...=(

Moving back home sure have its perks. B, my FIL ans SIL helped to take care/play with thad and i can have more stuff to pack my stuff or just have that bit of rest after work...Thus, im not as tired as before and so far, no sickness this month! *cross fingers*

Anyway, must be wondering why im blogging in the morn on a weekday. Nope, not from the office,but frm home. Poor Thad, had this viral fever for 6 days! It was a heart-wrenching and stressful period for us. Rushed him to KK emergency when his temp hit 39/40 twice! but still no outcome and they just say the same thing, this usually last for 5 days...-_- Monday came and we decided to bring him to see his PD which was not open during weekends. Gave antiboitics and thad is finally ok now. hopefully the fever wun come back again....Its really tiring as we set our alarms every 3 hrs to check on Thad. Really scared that his fever will just shoot up in the middle of the nite! And the frustrating thing is that Thad refuses to eat his med, get his temp checked and getting sponged. He threw his temper whenever we do so and we had a hard time placating him. Wonder where he got his temper from!!! =p

But watever it is, his getting back to his normal self is our upmost importance, no matter how tired/frustrating we are. We will definitely do everything to the best of our ability to see him better...=) I was telling B on the journey home yesterday how this year is so not a gd year for us as so many things happened! He told me something that struck a chord...How can i be ready for another when im not strong enuff for something i have now? Which is quite true...everytime when Thad gets sick, i sometimes will just break down in tears and desperation. Guess God is building up my character day by day and showing me the reason for His decision. B asked me why i keep questioning God's decision? Well, its hard not to do so as im like constantly reminded of what i had lost. Guess i need to have more faith, as our Good God makes All things beautiful in His time. Im sure when the time is right, he will reveal to me His sovereign plan for me. =)

For now, i just pray that i will not be too sadden when i am reminded of the incident and will try to move forward in my life. Sometimes i will just break down at its 'anniversary' or when i think of its milestone...sigh...i really need to become stronger and yes i can! Thanks to B who has been most supportive to me and will not snap at me when i kept asking 'Why?' everynow and then..=)

On the work front, it has been crazy as the weeks pass...my new coll just resigned last week after 3 months here...and nope, im not the evil colleague if you are having these tots...i guess some things are not beyond our control. Its gg to be stressful months ahead again! =/ but i fret not cos God is with me...=)

Turn your eyes upon Jesus...
Look thru in His wonderful face
And the things of this world will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace...

Just 4 simple sentences in a song and it Always touches my heart whenever i hear it....

"For i know the plans i have for you, " declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29:11